The Young and the Restless: Michael wonders what it would be like if he was never born, and Paul as a guide shows him what would have happened. Michael is shocked to see Phyllis in a leather jacket sitting in a bar, having lost custody of Daniel, with Danny dead. He doesn't believe Paul when he claims that Fen was never born. In Crimson Lights, which is in bad shape, dressed in a rock outfit, Jana waitresses in a bad mood and tells Michael that Kevin is in an asylum. Michael is then taken to jail, where Victor is still being held in prison for the murder of Ji Min Kim. At Lauren's boutique, where a cranky Lauren is working with Amber, Michael realizes that they never hooked up and that Lauren spent her time focusing on her work. Ashley brings Traci to the store and Lauren insults her. At Jabot, Michael sees Gloria working as a cleaning lady with Jack as her boss. In an asylum, Michael visits Kevin who is out of touch with reality. Paul then takes Michael to the graveyard, where he sees tombstones with Paul's and Christine's names on them. Michael wishes for his life back and is then returned to reality, where he reunites with his family and celebrates Christmas.

Starring:

Doug Davidson, Eric Braeden, Kate Linder, Melody Thomas Scott, Michelle Stafford, Peter Bergman

Genre:

Drama